Mr. BrightSide the Human (The Killers) but without the "social" context: in summary and plainly – ℰ. Edward. A healthy man "👨".

Hello. I am an adult man. I don't speak much, I'm sorry - I have problems with my memory and a specific anxiety from a longing, for longer social connections and meaningful experiences... fears of people misunderstanding me - social anxiety, very sensitive to surrounding changes and personal space, I think. My OK. Maybe [, I think]. Please. Right. "NOT THIS time". 'FU*K OFF I don't need you [NOW]'.... and find enough HELP to me. Pressure on myself to "get it right" to people around or to manage my timings of tasks to do... and I may be "self- centred" with my perfectionist struggles in every "important" interactive communication. I strongly dislike living in shared care homes and because of the individual social living needs and to comply (I don't feel able much to tell others if I want to do things differently), I do too much thinking work to manage this and have a distrust issue. I don't get good personal rest from continuing social choices in limited space inside the home, with other people, I keep needing to justify my actions to live. A boredom by becoming uninterested in the serious well-being experience. To read more about me, go on to my websites, linked. I have thoughtful qualities, my religion is a scientific pantheist (simply, philosophical and non-religious). Phrases: "What's your name?" / "Please listen to me..." "MY FINAL REAL LIFE TARGETS AS OF NOW ARE TO BE ME, AND IN THE TIME I BE READY TO TRUST IN MYSELF, TO REACH OUT (BECAUSE YOU CAN'T ALWAYS HAVE KIND HELP FROM FRIENDLYLZBNMC.... OOPS, PEOPLE) FOR GET A HOUSING MOVE CHANGE FOR WELLBEING, BY THE SOCIAL SERVICE PROVIDER" More: I'm living in Hampshire. My "top mind (cognitive) skills" are showing philosophical, peaceful values to be living by; advocating in person knowledge on the Web, melodic music, or F.O.S.S.; skills from (UK) GCSEs - I know a little French; View my projects in the websites for change management with Git, GitLab and GitHub. https://edj-work.gitlab.io/home-root-page/'ESC''F1',,,,,'F7',,,'F10',,,'Ins/r/nScrLk','Home',,,,,,,,,'6'?,,'8''9''0''—rn-',+-'TELrnar',NumPad://,,,Num'-'//:NumPad,TAB,w,rty,],'rn[ENTER]',NumPad://,,,'rn+',,,,f,,jk,:;,,'RETURN*',,,,,'+Alt',x,v,,,',','.',,,,,,,rNumEnter,,,?,5' ',,,,,,Num'0Ins',Num'.Del',nNumEnter